mm, put the shoe on the other foot. you are in the role of you H. do you think you would be attracted to him if he was pressuring you, telling you all the things he wants, what he did wrong and he doesn't respect himself enough to tell you to hit the road if you didn't end the A?
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
