Things have been going strong on my end. H is loving attentive supportive helpful, all qualities my old H had before going onto his spaceship! He helps me with dinner or brings home dinner so we can eat together, is here when not working. He is more touchy, hugging, kiss goodbye and more loving towards me. Other night sent me a text of a smiley face blwing a kiss. I had to ask and he said yes. (Blackberries have these faces). We spent one night at his moms for her bday it was fun. Like old times! Las night ate dinner with my family. More fun! This morning got texts saying:
I feel sorry about what I did to you. I hate that I made you stressed and sick during your PG and am so happy baby is happy and healthy. You're a great mom. I'm sorry I ruined your life, and our dreams. Went on and on.,,
Then wrote I miss us and our dreams for the future...
I wrote that I would like it if we spoke face to face.