Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

Thanks Sandi - I understand that dropping the rope would be pretty difficult when we're still in MC. Maybe I can find another way to do it.

Last night W went to walmart about 12:30am because we both napped at lunch yesterday and she wasn't tired at all, and we got paid today so she went for a big grocery shop. I told her to have fun, she was excited to blow off some steam and expend some enery from the past few days. Before she left she probably gave me 10 kisses, all really good ones.

Before I go any further, I'm sure she went to Walmart. Positive.

I stayed at home. 2:00 rolls around.... 2:30.... 3:00am.... I'm starting to get worried. She's been gone to a store that is 20 minutes away for 2.5 hours at this point. Then my phone rings after 3am.

It's her. I was almost asleep when she called. I picked up, and she said, "I don't want to come home."

Whoah, that woke my butt up. I asked what was going on. She said, "I don't want to come home. I'm so depressed." I asked her again, what is going on. She said that she's been sitting in the car since she got there crying and she hasn't even gone inside.

For those of you who have read NUTS, you'll understand what I'm about to say. I instantly, without hesitation, became the "ROCK".

I told her to calm down, take a few breaths. In the most calming voice I could muster even though I'm very upset inside, I told her that I'm there for her, I always will be, that I love her very much and care about her no matter what. I asked her what she would like me to do, that I would do anything that she wanted me to right now to help her. She didn't know. I told her to start the car, and stayed with her on the phone the whole way home. I made silly conversation to take her mind off of things on her way home, and I reassured her the whole way home.

I'm pretty sure i broke about 1,382 DB rules by doing this, but frankly I don't think I care. That's my W. She needed me.

When she got home I helped her into bed, but before doing so I grabbed her and hugged her really tight and she hugged me back. I told her that everything was going to be OK, that we would be OK, that everything is going to be fine.

She was upset still in bed, so I petted her hair and head for awhile until she was almost asleep. She told me many times she loved me.

This morning I found myself somehow cuddling with her in bed, something that we haven't done in about 2 weeks. She was holding my hand over her.

Got up and came to work today. I told her that I was going to call her soon to check up on her.