Your w is seriously messed up and I wish you would stop blaming yourself.
You also need to call BULLSH!T on her so-called excuses...."you cheated on her....blah.....blah....." She is using your past, w-a-a-a-a-y past, indiscretions to keep beating you over the head. And now she is neglecting her child. A SIX YEAR OLD CHILD!!
Man, how cold can she get? That is just SICK!!! And very cruel.
Ick!! Some people should just not be allowed to breed.
Kick her ass to the curb and go for custody of the kids. She is being emotionally cruel to them and I don't even want to imagine how it is affecting them.
Sick!
P.S. DO NOT MOVE OUT!! Your kids need you and the stability of their home without their cold-hearted, whiny, immature mom doing God only knows what while you aren't there.
