Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

I'm planning on having no contact at all with H while on vacation. If DS chooses to talk to him, that's DS's right. But I don't think DS will be calling his father all that often, if anything it will be H calling him. DS is content to go for days at a time without seeing or speaking to his father.

My hope is that with having no contact I'll be able to heal a bit without having the wound reopened every other day when I see/hear from H and that the time without him pressuring me will help me to sort through all the stuff rolling around in my head.

Probably not the best logic but with having to see him so often it just keeps ripping the wound open again and again.