When you came into this marriage.. you had nothing. Those things that you thought were important.. most likely faded some. Think about it.. heck make a list of what was important then. I would like to see it. Now.. describe their importance now.
Time in this situation is really not important. Do you really think that RP was motivated by a time limit? I doubt it had much impact on him. Simply because no one person could give him a factual limit. If they tried to give him a limit.. it was based on the statistics.
I did not post earlier to make you feel better. I could post until I ha tens of thousands on my post count and it would likely not mean much.. or make you happy. You have to make yourself happy. I am just here to point out what I think you are missing. I am not the one you want cheering you on when you feel down.
My thoughts are the situation is not as bad as you think it is. You just have to see the openings.
Don't play this game to win. Play this game so it shows your heart. Be you. Noting more.. nothing less.
Now...
Do Work.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
