Feelings can bounce all over the map...I know mine did...how do you think I got to the point of filing for D twice!...Yep, reactions to my feelings...REALLY believing I was D-O-N-E...only to find a little peace and calm then suddenly realize that I was NOT DONE...more to the point "WHAT HAVE I DONE?" would pop up...
I dealt with guilt much the same way...I would be so convinced that I was over it...get to a place of peace and calm...then wham! I would think of something and the guilt wouldl wash right back over me like high tide during a full-moon...
So don't think for a moment that you somehow are not moving forward...just because you have feelings and doubt and anger and confusion and denial...NORMAL! It is when you bury your head in the sand, refuse to get out of bed, refuse to bathe, refuse to eat...then you may have a REAL problem!
