I see you on the box preaching about all you have done, but did you ever acknowledge what your wife has done? It is too late to acknowledge it to her, but did you in the past TRULY see her actions for the family?
You have a lot of work to do on yourself....you spend a lot of time building yourself up, yet follow that with how your wife is attractive and will have no problem making new relationships.....That spouts low self-esteem and confidence.
Realize that now is the time to HONESTLY and TRULY review your marriage and life for the past 26 years...what was good? What was bad? Until those demons are faced you will have a very difficult time dealing with your anger.
Yes this does sound counter-intuitive because you are focusing on your issues and not the hateful things she is doing....but before you can move forward you have to deal with yourself.
