Brooklyn and Punkin - I completely believe what you are saying. I think that my looking inside is impaired by the layers of hurtful things H has said and done. It's like I can't push them aside - I have to go through them in order to find myself. But once I get through them and actually deal with them rather than push them aside then I may be able to move forward. I was planning to start a DivorceCare class tonight - but decided that I wasn't ready for it just yet. So I came home and cooked dinner for S and friends and had a quiet evening. Thanks for listening!
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
