It's funny, I kind of feel like WTH was the purpose in being a faithful wife for 14 yrs, if I still get the sh!t end of the deal? To me an affair is grounds for not fixing things, but apparently people like to play God and not work on 2nd chances when things weren't that bad. Yeah we argued, b/c neither one of us put the other person as a priority after a while. All things that could have been fixed, especially for sake of the kids. He'll be here tomorrow until Sunday to visit the kids, and I feel angry. Now I have to hide it and act as if it's ok that he threw our M away and rearranged our entire life for his own selfish desires. I checked his phone notes b/c I know his email address, and lo and behold there's a number in there and a woman picks up, yet he has sworn he's not seeing anyone new. If you're so damn done w/ our M why be a coward and deny things. Man up and fess up! And pf course it's not "cheating" b/c we're only married on paper as he says. And the whole "respecting the marriage" was only in place while we were separated but living under the same roof.
I'm so sick of all of this BS. I can find someone who respects me. .....Even though GL w/ that one, 28 with 3 kids WTH wants that in their life? Ha! This sucks. I should have read the fine print in my marriage vows to know he'd bail when things got tough.
(just venting)
M:28 H:30 DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10 T-14 | M-8
10/08- Bomb 4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program 3/10- WH moved out. 7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug
