I am new to these boards (been here about 1 month), but one thing I have found is it only complicates things when too many people know about sitch and start giving advice or trashing the WAH. They all mean well, but the advice is sometimes harmful. And being "raw" as you say, we are vulnerable to bad advice.
Please hang in there and find strength in the forums here. Some really strong, brave people are giving some really great advice.
