i guess what i see is .. if this all goes down in flames, i can walk away and say 'i tried' but in the end, i still have nothing. and to make matters worse .. i lose a lot of time. which i often feel i don't have much of.
underneath all the crazy posts, there is a fear of lack of time. that's why there's that rush to have the baby now. find a new guy now. don't waste time.
when i take a step back, i start to understand why those things came out of my mouth. they weren't really digs at my h. it was really my fear of getting old.
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We all "see" the happy couples when this is going on. It has to do with our "vision" of things.
When we are happy couples.. we don't "see" the unhappy people.
someone tried to make me feel better by saying "you don't know if they really are a happy family underneath the smiling family photo".
i don't want to seek solace from something like that. that's like putting someone down to make yourself feel better. i don't do that.
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It is.. just part of the walk.
Believe me when I say.. there is a reason for all this. You just don't understand it yet. Fight to understand it.. don't let it beat you down.
well, you have yet to fail me. so i will trust you on this. just don't say that "maybe it just wasn't meant to be".
