Yes, it is all about him. I agree no r talks. Haven't done that in 2 months until yesterday. He's so fake though. You are right it is making me crazy. The more I'm around him the more tension I feel, the less sleep I get, the more anxious I feel. How can I be with him and not feel this way?
I've done pretty well by just holding in my desire to talk about my feelings, or worries etc. I've concentrated on being fun, being busy, loving him, cuddling him, but still I get this? Why?
What did I do wrong? We had no r talks but he was mad anyway. I didn't push but he's mad. He's mad cause the kids made a mess? In his house? Well then tell them to clean it up! I'm not his maid. His solution...get rid of us so his place can stay clean.
How can you justify treating your family that way? We would have only been there one more night and left in the morning! Why push me to get here? I'm trying so damn hard but nothing is changing....he continues to push me away. Why is he to be treated any different? I'm the WAS anyway....shouldn't he be more concerned about getting me back? I had no affairs, he did! This whole situation is just backwards!
Sorry to vent but I'm just tired, sick with this. I'm a good person, I'm trying my hardest but he still don't like me. And I hate that!!!! feeling of not being liked by the man I love so much and want to please.
