I think I avoided being little bo peep last night, I said I knew he was invovled with someone else and it was time to be honest. He agreed and said that a mutual friend had convinced him to come "clean". So, in that regard, I'm not letting him off the hook for his responsibility in this. I hate the idea of me being a little bo peep, I don't want to be weak, I don't want to refuse to face the reality of my own life.
Ironic, isn't it, to really, truly let them go would be the best approach to save a M? If that is the case, why do I stay here and not go back home with the kids?
Is staying here for me (desperate attempt to still save M) or for the kids (ability to have both parents in close proximity during initial stages).
Life seems to just being throwing questions at me without answers these days.
Me 48, H49, M24, S14, S11 DB #1 4/2002-8/2003 Bomb #2 August 2010 & he moved out Living with OW