Cindy, I see your up late too. I'm unwinding after a funfilled famly day. Things went well and H and I made passionate love. I don't know Cindy, sometimes I think we are so close and then somedays I'm so stressed thinking will he ever come home?? My goal is to detach from thinking about this ALL THE TIME. My goal is to "get a life" as you said. This can only serve to help me grow as a person, and mkae me allthe more attractive. I do go out with my BF and we get hit on quite often. A real ego booster which is nice when you feel so much rejection. The difference is I don't act on it! I don't take the bait. I'm hoping I'llbe with H New Years Eve, and that he'll stay with me. I did talk to him about stayingover more and he agreed it would be a good thing. He thinks our S does not want him to, so that plays into it alot. S is getting better about excepting our R. It will take him a long time to trust his father again. I know H feels very guilty about that. Cindy you and your H are taking baby steps in the right direction. Like I said before-I'm not sure what the heck your doing,but keep doing it! It's working!! And....YOU ARE AWESOME! Don't forget that-ever. Rachael
