Yeah like that idea of self reflecting Sunday Eric and your post was spot on. Punkin, True and SA both offer sound advice in this.
My H told me numerous times he didn't want anything to do with me and didn't want to communicate with me except through a L. Now he has dinner with D and I every week and has had us as guests in his house. Who knows what tomorrow brings? I know it's hard but don't take it all to heart. Let it roll off your back. Just let it go.