I gave up...filed for D

[luvless]

Hey guys,

Today would have been my 20th anniversary I would have never thought last summer that I wouldn't have made it. It's unreal. I still have those "I can't believe I'm getting a divorce" thoughts.

I cried a little today when I looked outside and remembered how that day was. It was hot and windy - much like today. I'm feeling really sick today. I've got a fever and I'm nauseous. It's probably from all the stress...much different from celebrating last year at a fabulous hotel in AZ.

Well anyway I'm doing ok. I could be so much worse off. I had reservations to take the kids to a really nice dinner tonight but I had to cancel from being ill.

Thanks again guys.

Luv