Hmmm. This sounds all too familiar. I think I've been keeping contact with myH because I know if I don't-he won't, and I'm afraid of what HE might do AND I'm afraid of what I might do! Like you, I want to be wanted. Everybody does. H said that was what attracted him to OW was that he felt so wanted. I've told him how much I want him and showed him everyway I know how. So..why does he not show me he wants me??? Rachael
