IB it will get easier as time goes by. I can promise you that. Take at least a few steps forward each day and soon you will have a mile in under your belt, you will be able to look back and see where you have been.
After a while you will realize that the destination is not as important as what you see along the way.
This journey that we are on is a lifetime journey and you must keep stepping forwards. If you get pushed off course or fall down you pick yourself up dust your self off and keep moving.