No, you won't go to hell if you miss one bible study, and not even if you missed them all, IMHO. I am so sorry about your dad, but he bounced back before, so he can do it again.
One thing I remember when I was deep in my cancer cr*p. I was praying about why I was here, what was my purpose on this planet, and the answer came .... we are here to love. Not some huge purpose that changes the world ... just love your family, your friends, strangers ... try and see what God sees in the people you find offensive. Hard, I know, but it has kept me going, even though I am on the precipice of separation.
I do have something to do, but it's not better, so I thought I would just give you that message from me. Not sure if it's applicable in your sitch right now, but it's a good reminder to use love as your key, and all good things will follow.
Eh, I'm not much of a preacher, but there you are.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
