Just don't know what to do anymore

[Nvrgivup]

Thanks Puppy, I did have a look through the posts and will go through the whole thing later tonight. Even though I've known better for a while now, I do know that the only way to accomplish anything from here is to follow the advice. Accept it could work one way or the other, and not spend too much energy "hoping" it works out the way I want it to? Guess I'll just do it and see what happens.