I'm thinking about whether to go to bible study tonight. I'm not really in the mood for people arguing about who goes to heaven and who doesn't but there's this voice inside of me that tells me to go anyway. If I don't go then I have failed! Talk about putting pressure on yourself! It's weird but it's that voice that keeps pushing me over the years and it's not always a bad thing. But somehow in my head, if I miss one evening that makes me a failure. Maybe I should just tell that voice to f@ck right off! Yes, even I have the right to be tired for an evening. I won't go to hell if I miss one bible study, right? RIGHT!?
