cheated on, lied to, and now I am moving on

[awest1217]

Been very busy with the funeral and work. Now I can post a little. At the funeral everything was good until at the end when they decided to take family pics. My inlaws know what is going on, but asked to have me in the pic. So weird. I spent the rest of Saturday crying because I will miss the family.

On the H front, we talk everyday for a bit...totally weird. We decided it would be good for S to talk to H every day so H calls at 6 everyday. When S is done talking, if he didn't explain things well, I explain it to H. Then he talks for 30-60 minutes about his day. What he always wanted...a friend, but not a wife...a family, but no responsibility everyday. We won't be talking after this week because I am going to put an end to it when he starts talking about his day, but this week is crazy so I am being nice.

Work is good so far. I am a mentor to a girl who isn't great and my department head didn't want to hire but she was the only applicant. I will have to work with her a lot and right now she doesn't share much.

My department head found out last weekend that her brother has inoperable brain cancer so she will be gone a lot and I feel so bad for her, but she said between me getting D'd and her tragedy...that is why our school is so great...we are there for each other, and we really are. It is like one big family.

So far one student asked if I was married and I just said not anymore. Very hard to do. Also my door is still Mrs...so that is hard at times, but I am doing well, and my huge cry on Saturday is what I needed.