even when i said i wanted to save my m .. many asked me in return .. "why would you want to be with someone who obviously needs to grow up?"
some wish me luck in my quest to save my m. some shake their heads and say "you should always side with your wife. she's the one who you married and will spend the rest of your life with." but they tell me that. his best man felt very bad for me. he apologized many times and he tried to help but in the end, my h didn't listen to him. he decided to tow the family line instead.
i have to say ... i may be regurgitating some things from the past. but i am not as angry as i used to be. i feel hopeless though.
i agreed to go along with his plan. but i wasn't going to help him along the way. he was on his own with the d. i'll get my own lawyer and protect myself. we separated so he could have his space and be on his own. i've GAL-ed and moved on with my life. i can do this without him. i would love to have him on board but that's up to him.
we're all going to die one day. but i want to spend the rest of my days with someone i want to be with and who wants to be with me. i have my choice of guys but i still choose him.
