I am glad you are getting to spend time with your kids, just keep doing the right thing, and I believe it will work out, as has been talked about in your sitch before.
I had this image in my head from your last post, of your kids having fun, and Ant watching them with a smile, and it makes me smile, even though I wasn't there, and don't even know what you all look like.
It sounds like it was a blessing for you, and hope that it stays in your heart, and you know now that you are doing the right thing..
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."