Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

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Son's birthday was today, and W bought him something, and I gave him my tackle box. He seemed to like both very much. D gave him a backpack he likes of hers. It was a nice morning.

W has not been wearing her wedding ring since the hearing, but I guess I expected it to come off sooner or later.

Laundry is still piling up, and S is running out of clothes.

I have to call attorney today about the support, and see what options I have. I guess there is welfare or public assistance. I don't know. I know I need a job, and I have been asking everyone for help in my job search. I am eating a little, but I noticed not only has my stomach shrunk, but the rest of me is really thin. I just need to discuss this because my family and friends do not know. I just had to get it off my mind here. I have to keep doing what I am doing to make it.

There is not really any food here for kids for lunch, and I have to figure it out everyday. They are tired of rice and the same old same old.

I am just expressing my thoughts here to keep me okay.