Sad To Be Back 4 Years After The Bust

[Dagny-2]

It is so sad to be back, I was just searching to see when I first joined the board and was very sad to see jamesjohn had all my threads listed in the successful women thread. I feel like even more of a failure.

It is different this time. Last time we languished about 8 months in what I called "limbo-land" where we were just co-existing and I was walking on eggshells. This time we are just skipping limbo land and will probably soon be separated. His decision, I'm not forcing it, don't want it, but won't do anything to stop it. I have stated what I want, his decisions are his to make.

But we know we CAN do it and if we go through all these steps and don't save our M, we will save ourselves.