Came home, W had went out shopping. I picked up dinner on the way home and called to see if she wanted anything, she said she would "figure it out herself." I picked her up something anyway because she hasn't been eating well lately. She came home about 30 minutes after we got home with some new nail polish and stuff, and I gave her the food. She seemed suprised I got her something, but she ate it. I didn't comment. I put my S4 to bed. Right after he was in bed I told her I was leaving to go to Lowes for some stuff. She asked what I was up to, took an interest in my plans. I conversed VERY shortly, just told her I was going to pick up a part for the lawnmower.
Came home from Lowes, went inside, got a couple beers and told her I was going out to the shop. I told her to enjoy her time alone. She seemed a little sad I wasn't spending my time with her. I went out and diddled on the lawnmower until 10:30pm. Came inside, took a shower. She came into the bathroom after my shower while I was brushing my teeth to show engage me with a funny internet photo, nothing she couldn't have waited to show me. She rubbed my back and laughed with me. I walked into the living room where she was. Asked if I could watch a show I recorded earlier and she gave me the remote. Watched TV till 11:30 or so. For that ENTIRE hour she was making jokes, trying to engage me, stuff like that. I was nice, but not talkative. Normally I'm the talkative one in our R.
She kept saying things like, "Why don't you think I'm funny?" I would respond with, "I do! That was funny" then go right back to my show.
She kept engaginng me, at one point she told me she waxed her legs earlier, and asked me to feel them. I did, said they were nice, and went back to my show. At one point I asked her if she finished waxing the "rest" of it. She said yes she did, went into details of how she did it less painfully, etc. I decided to make a bold move. I looked at her and said, "Let me see it now" in a very confident manner. She kind of opened her eyes wide and stood up, pulled the skirt up and showed me. I must say, she did a good job I took it a step further and inspected in hand and let her know that I thought it was a good job. Then, went back to my show. Got up after my show, and she asked what I was doing. I told her I didn't know yet. She asked if I wanted to go to bed. I asked her if she was tired, she said no. I don't know what do you want to do? I don't know what do you want to do? I donno what do you want to do? I just got up, grabbed a beer and started walking to our room. She yelled to me by her nickname for me and I walked back into the living room. She asked again if I was going to bed. I told her I was going to surf the inet or read or maybe sleep, not sure. She said, "Ok... I guess I'll be in there in a little bit"
Geez, if I had to categorize tonight, I would say SUCCESS. I hated the feeling of dropping the rope, but I like the rewards.
passive-aggressive
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M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
