joint counseling session in the morning, need help

[Chuck66]

My weak point is cleaning the house.

I can not let the house go to pot to show her what it would feel like to be divorced and she has to pick up more chores. She has always done more chores than me.

My 180 is to take care of the house like I don't need her and that everything will be fine in my life. Unfortunately I still can't muster the gumption to make this happen as well as I would like. I need to make this place spotless and organized.

The more I stay off this site, the more I get done around the house.