Glad to hear you're feeling better man. I feel like I don't want to fall asleep tonight again. I crashed after work for about 3 hours. Don't know what's going on. Not the sitch in my head, just no desire to actually sleep at night...lol.
The apology is a crack in respect. You earned it. I noticed my W doing it once I started to really enforce the boundaries I set up. If anything, I'll get the respect back. I know I've gotten my self respect back just by drawing the boundaries and then sticking to them.
Not any crazy big boundaries, just decisions I made on how I want to be treated, what I will and won't tolerate, even boundaries across myself. Freedom is a beautiful thing.
Hasta mañana.
MySitch Me-47 STBXW-41 D-5 S-8 ILYBNILWY-01/08 Want a D- 01/09 Physical Sep-01/10 D filed-06/10 Got 50% custody=09/11 Ride that wave!