So I came back from a meeting, W still does not have the power on at her place yet so when I got home, W and kids were curled up in my bed wwatching TV. W was civil, she was laying on my side of the bed with her head buried in my pillow. I dont know if she will have the power on tomorrow or not at her place, I am planning on moving stuff over to my buddy's house this weekend.
The kids were a little restless, W got up and moved to the couch. We did not talk about anything other than her asking me about my meeting which I said went well. I was trying to calm the kids down and she put her hand on my shoulder and the other hand around my waste to get me to leave the room and let them be. She hasnt touched me like that in 6 weeks, felt kinda nice actually. I know things are still going where they are going, and just need to press on. I am so lost right now, this happened so quick and why does it not phase her one bit? she seems to do all this stuff so quickly, all the time she complains about me reacting to stuff, when that is exactly what she is doing herself, getting mad or upset and reacting quickly.
I will feel better once I am out of this house, even though we have only been in it 2 years, it was a house we moved in to as a family when we decided to reconcile the first time. It does hurt quite a bit. I am going to go curl up with my S, D went to the couch with the W.
W said she moved quickly since she had time today, and S starts school monday. She says she wanted the kids to get adjusted with their new home. We are going to a meet the teachers meeting on thursday together and as I said before W still wants to attend church as a family. I am only getting insurance for me and the kids going forward. I still dont know how she plans on affording her new place at 1k a month when she barely brings in 2k. I think she is moving too quickly and she is going to fall on her @ss.
