Nope you are definitely not the worst one. I've seen people on here before who have been physically and mentally abused. They all get to that point where they say "what the hell am I doing?" and then learn that they have the power.
You're not done in your head. You just haven't been responding to him.
"Done" is saying that you will not tolerate any more crap from this little boy who calls himself a man and that you are a woman who can take care of herself. I don't know if you've ever seen some of the Tyler Perry movies, but you should check them out. Alot of them deal with abusive relationships.
You have worth. YOu have beauty. You have dignity. It's time you started remembering that. Remember how you went out on the date with the other person? Remember how it felt to be desired and respected by someone?
That's what you need.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
