so i went t neighbors house to use phone. i asked my work how long till i'm out of being a teacher, if i don't show tommorrow i have to resign or put in a leave of abscence and have soem disciplinary action taken...

so i called from my neighbors, i was so angry, i could not control it. i had to hang up, he called back on her phone and she talked to him. funny how if it comes from someone else it carries so much more weight.

if he doesnt show in am she is going to watch kids till i can get some1 else.

i'm sorry i maybe stupid but i am not ready to give up.

i pulled the db books out again.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline