Good for you! Do you belong to a gym? We are headed to tour one when my kids wake up from nap.
The emotional rollercoaster is so hard. Keep rereading those 39 things posted to you above. You can ride the wave of the emotions, but like the wise Pinhead said you can control your actions. Try not to barge in and demand any answers. I have found that if I can keep my cool in the first 30 minutes of when I really want to erupt, I'm ok after that. I watch tv, read a book, chat with a friend, anything to keep me from going up and freaking out on him. Again, you are not alone. There are lots of people here with you in the same boat.
Me 32 H 32 Ds 3.5 and 1.5 M 5 years, T 14 years EA/Bomb: 7/1/10 PA revealed: 9/14/10 Legally separated: 10/01/10