Im going pray for stength just to stay away. I know I could if I could get control of my emotions and not just say "if this is what you really want just do it!" Thats now my down fall. Im going to try hard. I my heart said she doesnt care but if she is really fed up and going crazy why wouldnt she quit. My answer will only come after a back off. I need to detach again and like someone said when she shows something not budge. I told her she had to show me something unless she wanted to loose me forever so it might take a little longer just becuase of that. I need to hope for the best but prepare for the worse.
