I know. In the end I had to pull the trigger. If you are at that point, then you have to do it. All I am saying is that if you make the choice, it is your choice. We don't get to say "She made me do it."
You've been here just a few weeks.... that's a long way from forever. If you really want to stay together, why not commit to really trying to change the way you are doing things, say for the rest of the year. Then see where you stand, how you feel.
(And in my previous post it should have be years, not tears... though I expect there were both!)
