Well, My nerves are about gone. Im at the point right now to where my wife tells me what she is going to do or Im done. She refuses to say its over and move on but she never says anything positive, always talks about the past, always spins the very few comments that she makes that are positive days later negative. She doesnt take many of my calls. Never wants to discuss the next step. I am waiting on her to tell me lets fix this, Im on board and set up monthly meetings at my church. She is negative as can be can acts like she doesnt care, but when I say she doesnt care she will say I didnt say that! I say your actions tell me its over that you cant help fix this and of course "I didnt say that". Im ready to be happy and if she doesnt want a life with me she needs to say so and lets start living completly seperate lives, share nothing and move on, but she wont do that either right now? What the hell is this about? Im lost.
