My sitch is beginning to take a toll on me. Yesterday when I wrote the letter and prepared myself to talk if necessary I was happy and optimistic. The evening turned out to be great and I should still be optimistic.
Today however, I have overwhelming sadness. Strangely I am sad for my W. I feel her misery and pain. There is nothing more I want to do right now than give her a hug and tell her that everything is going to be alright.
Why am I feeling sad for her? She is the one who is causing the pain, yet I feel so bad for her. Am I really that close to accept the fact that she could be happy without me? I know that is not true. She will not be happier, I am positive about that.
