I really have to stop hoping one of these "wake up calls" will actually wake her up. The door is and has been open for her. I must accept what is in front of me and, somehow, not lose all hope. I can't quite do it. I am losing hope. I am not as scared as I thought I would be. I didn't sleep very well and spent the night and morning praying and thinking.
Didn't get any answers that I really liked. I know I don't have to like something to go ahead and do what needs done.
