Hey P!

I feel like I can handle it if I know we'll be together. Is that awful? If he's ultimately going to dump me, then I don't want to.

So... that's the trick.

Yeah, I do want an equal partner. And I feel like we sort of were. I followed him in some things. But he seems to follow me in the big things.

Tricky.

I'm going to see him in a few hours, here. I haven't texted him much at all (he hasn't either) so I'm interested to see how the interaction goes.

that's all for now!