Supposed to have a sit down with the W this evening to go over money matters and some other items.
Text this morning..."I am sorry I failed you." I replied with question mark and followed with a, "We will talk tonight."
"Talk later"/ "Need time to reply", "I need to think" has been one of the wife's mantras as she ripped my heart out and I assumed the grovel position over the past couple of months.
W followed with "I was so unhappy. I never really sat down and told you that."
A week ago this would have sent me on an emotional spin and to my keyboard with a well thought out reply on how we could still talk about things like that.
Now...nothing much. I just do not feel the need to even respond to it. I figure if she wants to say something tonight then I will listen and validate, but I hope I can hold this for a while. I find it quite nice to be able to keep from snapping TGrit's obligatory rubberband (a sillybandz from my daughter) and still keep composed and ...still.
