I went home prepared to talk. Also had a letter with me in case the opportunity to talk did not present itself.
To my surprise W was already home preparing massive dinner. I was stunned by that. Knowing her so well it was definately another "I'm sorry about yesterday" act.
I could not bring myself together to talk about us or the sitch and decided not to hand over the letter either.
I was happy to see her in a good mood and catering for me. She loves to cook and since it does not happen often anymore, I was enjoying watching her enjoy herself in the kitchen.
I was trying to be helpful but not too much. Did my ususal duty of cleaning up the kitchen before and after the meal. She thanked me for every move I made which is unusual even under normal circumstances.
I am very confused about how to move forward. Is anyone still read this thread?