I've been reading your thread on and off... hugs and hugs to you Piano.
Originally Posted By: Piano
I bet he WISHES he married a more mature gal like any of you, but instead he got Hysterical Me.
I felt the same way so many times. Feeling guilty and blaming myself why can't I handle this better like others. My M was much shorter than yours so it's nothing in comparison, but for me I feel that it had to go through the whole course... back and forth between all sorts of emotions. It had to hit rock bottom in order for me to come up... and in the end, what helped was being with family and hanging out with old friends, talking and laughing as if this problem doesn't exist.
In a way it's going to be more difficult for H as he is the one who decided to not work on it... in time he will come to question his decision. where as for us we know that we have tried all avenues and can be at peace in that sense... if you know what I mean?
