I gave up...filed for D

[luvless]

GIMA - I have been a stranger huh? seems like you have too! I haven't been on the boards posting much. I hate to complain about the same stuff. I have just been "surviving" but thank you for coming by.

courageous wife - lol famous people? that's funny. I'm sure Romeo and Mindfull don't feel famous.

alice - girl you are really far from us and Mindfull came on business. I had to sneak a couple hours with her. Romeo had a very long drive too. If you are ever out here I'd love to meet you! I always appreciate you stopping by my thread.

LSG - I guess you are the closest to me. We should have coffee sometime!

Mind! - that was the best hug I've had in a long time it was so nice to finally meet you. I had a blast and little did I know I was going to have dinner with you at my favorite restaurant chain - cool. Sapporo and sushi with a good friend is a good thing! XOXO

Today the X wrote me his typical Monday morning (after he's done drinking and spending money) to complain about the finances. We went back and forth. I told him to watch his tone. I have to remember I'm not talking to my former husband I'm talking to this new version of an awful man I am acquainted with.

It's hard and it makes me so sad but I try to suck it up. Today my daughter had to pay tuition. I saw her break down crying bcuz her dad didn't want to find a way to pay. I couldn't see her like that so I charged the tuition. I don't know how I'm going to pay it but I just couldn't see her fall apart like that. I'm tired - very tired.

Well - some happy things always come with sad things for me. I don't seem to catch a break. Thank you all for your kind words and supportive comments.

Luv