Lolawar ... I would talk to your IC about depression, if I were you. There is a big difference between "feeling depressed", ie sad, and being clinically depressed, as you know. Don't write off the possibility that you might need to address the issue as larger than a passing sadness. I've personally dealt with post-partum depression, mild PTSD and depression - it's all hard. And you have nothing to lose by exploring the possibility.
Peace PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
