Well I wrote him an email telling him how I felt. I tried to be as civil as I can, not only because it is what I want, but because I copy all our emails, and I want to show that I am not the unreasonable B@tch he makes me out to be. I dread the response.
John has not even read the papers yet. I can tell you that I have had advice from people I truly respect to not sign. Some of those opinions were that it wasn't even smart for you at this time. If you think I cannot be damaged by this, you are wrong, or simply can't or won't see the long run. I've already talked to Edith. You get what you want, and I could still get stuck with this house and credit damage. I'm doing everything I can to work with Aunt Nez to get it sold. Even considering an open house when it cools down. The point is I don't trust you. I have no reason to trust you. That is not said out of malice or spite, and certainly not out of hate. You have not been honorable to me since the first week of March that I know of.
I don't take this lightly. There is a home I dearly want, but I just can't now. If it's meant to be, it'll happen. I do what I can. I turn up the air to 80 when I leave for work, and never below 76 when I'm home. I expect you will react out of anger. It seems to be where you live these days. Please don't. I don't even like having to do this on email, it seems so impersonal. I could wait and have my lawyer call your lawyer call you, but I don't want it that way. I'm sorry things have to be this way.
