It is difficult for you I know, but be proud of yourself and the dignity you have shown throughout your sitch. That is very important in the end.
Unfortunately, dignity was in short supply in the early part of my sitch. I am getting some of it back.
I posted some time ago that when you finally have the courage to look at yourself and make improvements where needed, things start to change. I have more confidence at work and have been rewarded with bonuses, etc. The owner has told me when my manager retires, he wants me to take the job. Now, that's not going to be for a couple of years, but it is nice to hear. My band is going good, I have reconnected with friends, and am just more confident in general. Yes, I want my W to join me in a new and improved M that could be better than before. She woke me up. My life and look on life has improved.
