Hi CL, thanks for checking in on me. I seem to have slipped a little on my reading in the last week. Just feel kind of discouraged, insecure, unmotivated... I don't know. I don't even know what I'm expecting of myself. It's just this stupid old feeling of wanting to run and hide; to be by myself and not have to face anyone, to not have to keep being brave or face any challenges, overcome any weaknesses. It's odd. Just when I feel I'm at my weakest, all these situations and people that I've always had a hard time dealing with in my life (but that I've been able to avoid) keep coming up. Sorry, I'm babbling. Anyways, thanks again for checking in on me; I really appreciate it.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
