FMV,
Are you learning any good ideas or skills in your self-help books? Are you putting effort into practicing them? You seem to be hard on yourself these past several posts. What are you expecting of yourself? Are you giving yourself enough latitiude to climb the learning curve?

CL


CL 53 W 54
M 20 yrs.
03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL
10-14' Piecing

"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."

----Tao Te Ching