Today is my wedding anniversary. Number 12. It will be my last one.

A year ago this time was 5 mos. separated. I was a basket case. And many on here gave me support and helped me through it.

This year it's a weekday, better than a weekend but also I see how my thinking has changed. I am better, but today, I'm just sad. I'll allow myself, just for today. Because it's my last anniversary. And I have to grieve that.

I know I don't really have a M anymore. Something about anniversaries though. I am remembering that day, 12 years ago. But just for today, just for a minute.

Thanks to all on here for all you do, and the help you give. Wishing everyone the best in their sitches. Peace and hugs.